friendships

 

" A friend in need is a friend indeed " a proverb that everyone know it . but how many of us really do it !

i will transfer your attention to the pic for  seconds ! , like why i chose this pic to present my topic whereas i could have chosen many others from google.

well , because i want to show you the meaning of a friendship ! you don't have to create bonds with just one type of people , becasue friends come in many ways and shapes big , small , young , old even pets are countable !

i think this is a hasky :P am not sure but a relation between cats and dogs based on peace is something rarely happens .

ok let's be serious now ..

we meet too many people in our daily life , deal with them , talk to them , particibate and share : same place , age , hobbies , ideas , taste and ect

but that doesn't mean they are our friends ! they are mates , where you can chatt and lean on them in a certain point , but that relation can develop .

it's something happens naturally , without even knowing , how many of us wondered how did we become a friend with a certain person without even noticing ?! i have wondered , and i have regrets .

The heart invites people in without our premision .

will apperantly or obviously a friend is someone who walks along with you all the way down the path , someone who can understand your feelings , read between the lines , someone who can listen to what you say and most important  to listen to WHAT YOU   DON'T SAY .

some of them are rare to find letterly . life don't offer you a rare person everyday .

a true friend will always be in your way if you are wrong , won't let you do stupid things ALONE .

i can bubble as much as i can about what and who is a real friend , but it's pointless ! because all of us have friends and real friends , and some of us a life brotherlsister .

our  point of views  aren't the same .

let me share a huge piece of my mind and you will recognize the types of friends that already there ,!

 

 flashing back to 2005/2006

i started to create bonds at this year , everyone i used to know i used to call them mates ,  they just used to keep in touch in school days and then i hear nothing about them , any way i was at sixth grade and a freshman , i remember that i wasn't that social alot , i get shy too much , i even  hated the place too many unusual things used to happen there , most of my time was spent in the class , and again i knew some mates , at that year two main things happened first ) one of my class mates decided to hate me ! she claimed i pushed her on the stairs ! and ran up without apologizing ! psht i don't even talk to her how come i do apologize if any mistake happens from me !

but who know's whats the real reason behind this story !

second ) i met someone that i could never imagine being without her , i didnt imagine that she will be a huge part of me EVER !

She's not that type that have eggor and not smooth ! or help and bubble about it , she's modest , smart , open minded , helpful but at the same time she can get mad at you very quickly ;p , don't like  annoying people , she hates drama queens .

in one world she is imperfectly perfect ..

god bless her anywhere she is now ! she is simply as gentel as the summer breez at the hottest day .

 

A flash back to 2006/2007

 

that year was the best year ever , from being again a freshman at another school , from creating a bond with little group , we had too many trips with the school , our friends and there i met further more where i could added them to be my friends !

that group dont exist any more but the bonds didnt break . at that year i met too many friendly people that years later they became my besty or lets say she became my besty " punky "

 

 

Through 2007/2008

 

 At that year things started to be cruel and hard ,  every thing was slowly falling apart and fading , it all started when one of my besties decided to move to another school , that affected  me , it was hard because i used to spend my time with her at this place , my family rules  prevent me from hanging out with friends  unless they come over first . every one noticed , but then days moved i kept in touch with her by msn , i had a group of friends where we did believe we are unbreakable , but too bad we weren't . rumours and silly situations happened that sperated me from the group , back then we used to follow a stupid rule that when one of the group isn't talking to a certain person they all reject him like why ~! we we were such a childish kids ...

after being spearated  from them , a girl wanted to be my friend as she claimed !

and she was an amazing person  , a drawer , smart , quiet , beautiful from the outside but not from the inside unfortunately ;/

Also i met a girl whoes younger than me i was at 8th grade and she was at 6th grade back then , i felt i undersatnd her some how , and she felt the same way , i don't know how it started but all i know she is my friend now :)

 

 the reunion and the  falling apart !

 

After the huge storm , our group  gathered again , it was hard to talk to them due to that no one is wrong here , but then we finally managed to reunion again , our group was the leader of the class , remember the girl that i told you she claimed to be my friend , well yeah she slowly was feeling jelous or something ! she thought i left her , where the truth she was like me , love to stay at the class , but with the group i always wanted to hang out the class and she always refuses to join ...

iam a drawer and so is she !! she made me to love to draw again i admit that ;*

at a certain year i stopped doing what i love , emotionally broken , i was so childish , and so greartfull that life offered me friends that i can really lean on .

any way i started to draw animes at the begaining i used to suck  :P been a time you know and she was so perfect .

by days and months i developed so quickly and in a very impressive way back then , i started to notice her weird attitude ! she used to either compare herself with me in anything i do or just sometimes comment in a way to look down upon me !

i got pissed and blew everything up ..

 

 

i was able to make friendships now and keeping up with the old ones that year ended very good to me , with ups and downs .

 

freshman again

 

 

summer of 2009 , everyone was excited to be at high school like two years away from our graduation !

but 10th grade was a nightmare and had some good times with my class .

many people had changed 180 degrees in too many ways , our group fell apart again because we sperated in too many classes ,  my classmates werent recognaizable not all of them !

i found it so hard to be myself i was afraid of being used for being geek , first semester i wasn't being tottally me !

punky was with me at this class , she is the one who were with me three years ago , but but never thought she would turn to another huge part of me ..

i found myself in her , she is my soul twin , she used to be my salvation , unique .

but i was in inner pain watching my other besty turning into something she's not .

i was something  that i shouldnt turn to .

but when life force you to be , you have no choice ,

me , punky and third person created what i called " bfffe " lol ;p good times

 i saw alot of types that year ; moody , cheaty , liers , heartbreakers , deceivers ...

i was praying to get through this without being like them ... the most painful part ever was  the denaiable  one

 

Before senior year ! everything new !

 

at that year people recognized me as the foolish one ..

one year away from being senior , so i should be different now , but i wasn't

i again hated my class before even knowing my mates , because my besty wasn't with me ..

i can't get along so easily unless we have a commen .

but that year wasn't that bad ,, true friends were revealed , i rebonded with someone that driffted away cz of rumours about me , i kept seeing my friend betwen classes at recess at the end of the school day .

life threw another unexpected person in my life , someone i knew from twitter , and she is so kind so sweet , she seemed very perfect to me though she keeps saying she's not !

and here another friend was added on my list .

i said they recognized me as a foolish person , but i didnt care ,

i made a minni sacrifice just to help someone .

i always had my ups and downs and there was a constant person that was always there for me !!

 

now am gonna hop to my senior year ,, i wrote alot of things ;$

being senior was the best thing in my entire school life ! dah one step away from being free " almost "

i had took a stand that time had my own manners , minded my own business ..

it was very hard to say good bye to some people that became a part of your daily life

but we have to move on right !

we are in touch now , i love them , we have our ups and downs ...

 

 

 

WHAT WAS MY POINT THROUGH FLASH BACKS !!

 

 

i was hoping you will figure out the types that exists out there !

SO IAM PRETTY SURE I BORED YOU OUT ;P OR MADE YOU CURIOUS OR MAYBE YOU DIDNT EVEN BOTHER READING ;P

anyway way the types were like this

* the ones whom enter your heart right away and never leaves no matter what happens

* the treators , haters , deceivers

* the younger in age but sjares with you the same mind

* the soul twins , the ones whom you can find yourself in !

and the * denaiers !

 

 

 **i learnt that no matter how many new bonds i create , my joy won't ever be compelet only if i kept a balance between two sides oldies and the new ones ;*

 **i also learnt to do what i have to do , even if that meant being a fool , whats right is always right no matter what ! 

** always there's that one type of person that no matter what happens between you and him you always have respect for him even though you are totally a stranger to him

 

 

 

 

friends to me are like sisters " some "

they are what we call second family

 

 

 

A QUICK LOOK ON FRIENDSHIPS NOW A DAYS !

 

 

now a days i noticed , many friendships sank just because they cought up in daily life and stopped asking . !!

some people don't even like a person but prettend to love him just to get what they want !

MANY MANY OF THEM ARE LIKE

YOU DONT ASK FIRST , I AM NOT ASKING !

 most of them get through fights but never return , taking something silly as a serious thing !

 I NOTICED THAT MANY PEOPLE THINK THAT IF YOU AREN'T HANGING OUT WITH SOMEONE THEN IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO BE FRIENDS

 these wrong theories are killing me ! people call me close minded , but they don't notice their attitude

 

i have one last tip for you guys just read the pic , thank you for reading ! i know iam not a pro at writing but i write from my heart ,* thank u